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So after having lost/broken 5 phones in the last two months... I finally have another one... And No Numbers again... So if you want me to have your number send it to me on here or call/text me...
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I JUST WANTED TO SAY I HATE GUYS.....
WELL THE GUYS IVE BEEN THROUGH.....
ITS ALWAYS NICE TO FIND OUT THE GUY YOU WERE ENGAGED TO, DOESNT EVEN KNOW IF HE LOVED YOU.... AND YET HE WANTS TO USE YOU NOW FOR SEX.... LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ARE GIRLS. I KNOW WE ALL LOVE SEX, BUT COME ON, THERE IS A POINT WHEN MORALS COME IN HAND, AND YOU HAVE TO RESPECT YOURSELF.
UGHHHH....
SOMETIMES IT CAN BE FRUSTERATING....
ALSO I HATE THAT GUYS THINK JUST BECAUSE THEY BUY YOU A DRINK THEY OWN YOU, OR THAT YOU HAVE TO KISS OR MAKE OUT WITH THEM. FUCK WHEN DID A NICE GESTURE MEAN THAT A GIRL WAS A PROSTITUTE.
AND ANOTHER THING IS WITH THE SAME GUYS WHO BUY YOU THE DRINKS, JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN DRINKING DOESNT MEAN THEY ARE NOW CUTE. LOL. I KNOW ITS SLIGHTLY MEAN, BUT HEY I KNOW WHAT I LIKE AND I LIKE WHAT I SEE, BUT IF I DONT LIKE IT FROM THE GET GO, DOESNT MEAN I WILL LIKE IT FOUR DRINKS DOWN THE ROAD.
IF ONLY GUYS WERE COMPLETELY AND SOLEY OUT FOR SEX...
AND THE FEW YOU THOUGHT WEREN'T OUT FOR IT, THE ONES YOU TRUSTED THE ONES THAT WERE GOOD GUYS AND GREAT PEOPLE, YOU FIND OUT, THEY ARE THE SAME AS MOST OF THE OTHER ONES OUT THERE....
LIFE ISNT COMPLETELY ABOUT SEX.
AFTER ALL I HAVE FUCKING DILDOS FOR THAT, AND THEY CAN GET ME OFF IN LESS THAN TWO MINUTES, WHO NEEDS A GUY FOR THAT ??
GEESH.
SORRY FOR VENTING...
I JUST FIGURED I MIGHT GET A FEW GIRLS OR GUYS INPUT ON THE SUBJECT..
XOXO
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May. 23rd, 2006 @ 10:23 pm
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Headache again.
Im tired, although I slept 12 hours and only woke up 5 hours ago.
Im in a good mood, however, No arguments today.
Havent done much...
I need to start reading books this summer.
Need to start going to ballys again.
Quit smoking, Quit drinking.
Have a great birthday.
And just be extremely happy.
Not that Im not happy.
Yea Yea.
Thats all.
xoxo
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May. 22nd, 2006 @ 08:00 pm
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completely and utterly bothered.
migraine headache.
a shower will cool me off make me feel a lil better.
then perhaps a deuce and just relaxing.
movies or something nice.
blah.
have you ever hated someone, well greatly disliked someone, but you didnt know how to get them out of ur life, cause when you talk to them your miserable, but when they arent there, you miss them and are miserable. Its a lose lose situation.
It just completely sucks. I hate this.
I wish I would just try not to mend broken friendships and just learn, and keep the bad people out of my life who come back to ruin it time and time again. Im miserable right now. I still have a migraine. Im fighting with my only friend, who is the one person who I completely am annoyed by. Ughhh.....
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May. 22nd, 2006 @ 04:34 pm
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Semester is over.
Im online for once.
Im sitting.
Im not on the go.
I was supposed to go fill out apps, instead I sit in comfort.
Ahh, being lazy for a moments time.
Take it and run with it.
Im going to be 22 soon. Wow.
No party this year.
I dont talk to anyone.
No point in having ppl at your house that you dont talk to.
Simple as that.
Who knows what I am doing.
Sitting at home watching some blockbuster movies.
Unless someone suprises me with someone nice n sweet.
Who knows.
As always I do not.
I live for the moment, still.
I never know where things will go.
As of late, my life changes daily.
Meet someone new, lose someone old.
Welp off to jam to music, for the first time in forever...
xoxo
Angela |
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My day just began.
I woke up at 530.
I was supposed to be up at 800 for an exam. Missed it.
Thats what happens when your at the damn library until 330 in the morning studying your ass off. Ughh. Oh well.
I got a new tire yesterday, and I bought myself a set of aftermarket rims. Black. Im excited. I will get the new tires when the rims are in. We had to order them from the warehouse. I always wanted to blow cash on rims, but I never did, and now I finally did it. I figure I can earn the money I spent on them in about three or so weeks this summer.
Speaking of summer I need to go and get another job, at the strip club. Blah. I havent even gone to fill out apps yet. But ive talked to a lot of girls who work at various clubs, and they have told me where to go and so forth. So, if i do get that job, I can keep losing my ass, and eventually get my boob job. lol. Ahh. Im such a spender. I cannot save money for crap. Well actually I can. But yea.
Im off to shower, then the gym, then shower again, then the bar for the evening, after missing an exam I need a drink. Woot.
xoxo
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Ahh Just got off of work.
About to go get a new tire, and possibly some new rims for my lil car. So xciting.
Tiring day.
:-)
xoxo
angela
Apr. 17th, 2006 @ 02:24 pm
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Worked today, as always.
Wasnt bad, the day went by fast, and I only worked 9-2.
Then me and my brother went grocery shopping.
So it hasnt been that bad of a day.
Didn't do anything last night, besides go bowling with Alena from work, then I crashed while watching Twisted.
I was supposed to go out, but I think its better that I didn't.
I didnt want or need to be hung over at work today.
Welp nothing much is on my mind.
Just sitting looking up ways to clean my carpet, since my damn dog keeps pissing on it, she even did it right in front of me one night.
Its pissing me off. So i got a bunch of stuff to clean it up. Blah.
xoxo
angela
Apr. 16th, 2006 @ 06:07 pm
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Wow, last night was insane. Besides someone stealing money out of my purse.
I was absolutely shit faced, and I dont even remember driving home.
Come to wake up this morning, I passed out with porn on, naked, lmfao.
Then I go out to my car, and my tire is flat.
I dont know what the hell happened.
I might have been driving on it last night not even knowing.
There is a big gash in it.
How many tires does a person go through in a year geesh.
In my case, many.
Had to hitch a ride with my dad to work.
Work went by fast, I think I was still drunk in the morning, they said I still smelt like booze from the evening before.
Which is horrible.
I never want to be or do something lik that again.
Not only did I put my life in risk, but I put the lives of others also.
My dad thinks I hit something and thats why I had the flat.
I think I had it when I left the bar, and just drove on it home, and thats when the tear came into factor. Or something along those lines.
I dont want to live my life, not remember stuff.
Which is horrible.
I would never forgive myself if I had been in an accident.
Ughh, I am so upset at my stupidity and lack of judgement.
I should not have driven home.
I should not drink long islands and Yager bombs.
I think I should quit drinking.
But its my social activity, to go to the bar.
Blah.
Who knows.
Tomorrow is easter.
I made baskets today for the little kids that come into my work.
Went bowling with alena, and two of her friends, had fun.
Now as for tonight, I was supposed to go to canada or to some party, But I think I will lay low for now.
Just stay home and relax.
I dont need a hang over on easter thats for damned sure.
And I hate driving around with a donut on my car anyways. Blah.
I dont know. Im blabbing as always.
Off to make myself some food.
xoxo
angela
Apr. 15th, 2006 @ 09:14 pm
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Its Friday, only 940.
I just got back from bally's not to long ago, I feel so invogorated, now that I started to work again.
Plus i want to be in shape for my mom's wedding, becuase I am going to be her Maid of Honor, and that requires a dress.
School is coming to a slow end.
Last final is May 1st.
I cannot wait.
I am looking at buying either a new car or another one.
Mits eclipse Conv. 1995-1999.
I am uncertain yet.
I just wanted to blabber for a moment.
Bout to shower, go to the bar, get free drinks, then eat some food.
Ahh, the joys of life.
Doesn't get any better than this.
xoxo
angela
Apr. 14th, 2006 @ 09:43 pm
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Things are great. Im failing and Acing exams left and right and drinking every night in between. I love the bar and I love meeting new people. I could care less about the guys. I just like to chat it up with girls and get some advice.
Part of me feels like Im in a downward spiral to no where. But yet I havent been this happy in like three years. So... Although this may lead to my demise. Im having fun doing it, so it works for me.
Welp Im off.
xoxo
angela
Apr. 5th, 2006 @ 07:37 pm
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forgot my ending... lol...
The happiest one of em all.
xoxo
Angela Ann Hilligoss
Mar. 29th, 2006 @ 01:26 pm
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Cleaning up the bad outta my life...
Got rid of a lot of stuff from my past around the house...
Some shit was years old.
Time to move on. :-)
Feels good to rid of clutter.
You dont need objects for memories.. You can just keep em in your mind...
Mar. 29th, 2006 @ 01:23 pm
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